Yet another night early morning sitting here trying to read and I can’t concentrate. The birds began their morning chirp at 3:45 am this morning now I won’t be able to fall asleep for a while. I mean these birds are making more noise than they make during the day! No matter how much caffeine and candy I eat I can’t focus. In exactly one week I will be faced with a 120 question paper to complete. I probably should be studying more but I am pretending that it does not exist. I suppose I am reading and picking up stuff but I feel guilty for not spending each and every waking hour devoted to my books.
I am listening to Amy Winehouse’s Frank album. She is such an amazing talent but she is wasting away in a whirl wind of drugs, alcohol and big hair. I hope she makes more albums soon because at the rate she is going she won’t make it through the next decade. My love for the Wino runs deep but come on Amy eat something already! Jesus! Eat something popsicles are not real food.
Amy Winehouse needs an intervention
I am becoming increasingly anxious and a bit down for the time being. I really wish I could have an uncomplicated relationship…fingers crossed. I can’t afford to continue obsessing over men who will never return the love. No matter how I imagine being with them these future baby daddies will never come by way. I guess that’s why they are called future baby daddies…because that future will never be realized.
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