So it is that time of the year again...Valentines Day. I have to say that I've never actually had a particularly Happy Vday and this year is no different. I am sure my mom will be my Valentine again as she says she will always be. She really does not understand what it feels like to be marginalized and made to feel less of a person because of an attribute you happen to posses. I suppose it is too much for her to want to deal with emotionally since she has so many other things to handle.
I am still waiting for the prince of my heart to come along and make himself known. I suppose if I disappear for today I could not been seen alone but it won't change the fact that I am alone. I really do try to amuse myself and try to fulfill my needs. I really wonder if one person in particular even has a clue that I find him incredibly attractive, intelligent and insightful. Everytime I look at him I see so many things but unfortunately he is not mine to have. I try to make sense of all this emotional turmoil and still try to be prudent in my actions. But I really feel that I am missing out on love.
So this Valentine's Day I would like to say to everyone out there who is weary, afraid, alone or misunderstood that life is worth living and no matter how many times your heart has been ripped to shreds you are not alone. I stand in solidarity with the lonely, the mistreated, the alienated and myself because loving yourself first and each other is the way to bring peace to this world. I will try to keep blogging not because I have an ego or a big mouth but because I want to help make a impact out there. I hope I can reach some people in less enlightened areas such as mine to let them know they are not alone and we can both work things out together.
To end on a lighter note (I think) Here is Kanye West's new video for Flashing Lights...I suppose love really can hurt.
I am still waiting for the prince of my heart to come along and make himself known. I suppose if I disappear for today I could not been seen alone but it won't change the fact that I am alone. I really do try to amuse myself and try to fulfill my needs. I really wonder if one person in particular even has a clue that I find him incredibly attractive, intelligent and insightful. Everytime I look at him I see so many things but unfortunately he is not mine to have. I try to make sense of all this emotional turmoil and still try to be prudent in my actions. But I really feel that I am missing out on love.
So this Valentine's Day I would like to say to everyone out there who is weary, afraid, alone or misunderstood that life is worth living and no matter how many times your heart has been ripped to shreds you are not alone. I stand in solidarity with the lonely, the mistreated, the alienated and myself because loving yourself first and each other is the way to bring peace to this world. I will try to keep blogging not because I have an ego or a big mouth but because I want to help make a impact out there. I hope I can reach some people in less enlightened areas such as mine to let them know they are not alone and we can both work things out together.
To end on a lighter note (I think) Here is Kanye West's new video for Flashing Lights...I suppose love really can hurt.
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