Saturday, February 16, 2008

LIB LIfe

I had an interesting day yesterday...I found out that a friend of mine is getting married this summer, theater people really are bitches and that I am great boyfriend material. I have been experiencing some emotional instability lately. Emotional instability in the exhausted, lonely, need a vacation way not in the psychotic way.

I was talking to a friend and I noticed something on this shirt that I could not stop starting at. It looked like cum on his shirt. Yes a string of cum on his shirt. I did not know whether or not to ask him about it. I thought in my head that I could have helped him out if he needed to get off. But I decided against it although I could not stop staring at his lips.

I have been quite horny and have been thinking about another guy I have been fantasizing about from the first day I met him 5 months ago. I know he is unavailable and probably not even sexually interested in men. His eyes are just so magnetic and I can't stop thinking about him! It is ridiculous! I think he is a closeted devout Catholic boy that is waiting for me to make a move on him. I am so afraid that he will not be receptive to my advances. I was close to kissing him once when we were alone and I was touching his face telling him how nice his features were but I chickened out. DAMN It! I should have done it but oh well.

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